surprise surprise i'm behind on blogging so this is a summary of the past week.
7/30: in an attempt to romanticize my boring suburban life, i went to the sip by myself and realized how mid of a coffee shop it is. their matcha? suckssss. the lattes? boringgg. the food is truly their saving grace. i also read some more of girls of paper and fire and i'm now 60% done with it. i definitely could've saved myself the $6 and just went to the library. anyway when i came back mom was already home from church(???) and told me that auntie darlene and co. were going to the waterpark. ngl i wasn't gonna go at first because going to the sip drained me (mentally) and i was just tired asl but i remembered that going swimming was on my summer bucket list so i got my lazy ass up and go ready. and omg my body looked toooo good. the treadmill has been paying offf (delusional). it was a lot of fun we went on the tube slide and colby almost drowned behind me. auntie darlene also gave me some black heels for the upcoming open call i was going to. she's been super supportive of my modeling dream so she's given me a lot faith (except for the part she said i looked exotic)
8/1: the day of the open call. i wore my green halter top and short shorts. even though mom absolutely hated it for no reason i knew it was the right choice because 1: it shows off my figure in a flattering way and 2: it made me stand out in the sea of all black everyone else was wearing. the casting guy even complimented my necklace. i hope he remembers me.8/2: i had a phone call interview with a potential job. it went very quick and i got the job immediately which i'm ngl made me veryyy nervous. she told me that the building is in the final phases of construction and added me to a what's app gc with my 24 other coworkers. i'll only be getting paid $12.50/hr since it's in indiana but hey it's work. i'm still going to be applying to library jobs because that's what i really want (and they pay more) but i am happy and content to be working in an ice cream shop. i also fasted for about 8 hours today which is much longer than it sounds. ngl i fear i may be slipping into an eating disorder
8/3: being in the house all day drives me insane so i did what any teen who doesn't have a job or bills would do on a saturday: shop! i headed over to the village discount because something in my spirit told me that there would be good finds there and lets just say my spirit has not led me wrong yet. i found an almost exact dupe of the coach swing zip bag, it's the perfect size and silhouette of a shoulder bag i've been wanting. i also found the perfect grey low rise trousers i was genuinely gagged when i saw them cause i was not expecting to find the perfect office pants there. i thought i was gonna have to get them online. they are the tiniest bit baggy in the crotch but office pants aren't meant to be skin tight anyway. and finally i found the cutest green short sleeve button up cardigan. it has this doily type of pattern on it and i'm just obsessed. even though the haul was small, that has to be one of my best thrifting trips ever. afterward i went to the motea in tinley, which was much farther than i thought (it's by orland mallðŸ˜), and got myself a bowl of pork ramen and some brown sugar boba. motea has now restored my trust in that particular flavor because the last few times i've gotten in have been very disappointing.
8/4: istg mom is under some sort of stockholm syndrome type spell cast by the church because her loyalty towards it and the pastor is disorienting. she drags me out of the house at 8:30 am so we can make it to pastor runnels half thought out ramblings. he shades mom in the middle of the lesson on the order of the paper (or sumn idk i was half paying attention). then after auntie darlene and i head to walgreens to get cards for pastor and mrs. runnels for their wack birthday celebration. i got some micellar water while i was there. after we left the church we went by grandma's and i found of that bridgette hasn't given callie any of her shots and that's why we haven't had her over this summer which pissed me off the levels i cannot explain in this blog post
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