old habits don't die at all apparently + plans for the summer

recently i've been making a more active effort to get back into anime and manga. i'm currently watching delicious in dungeon and i read the entire manga. i've also picked i'm in love with the villainess back up (but there's a lot of incest subplots so idk if i'll finish it😕) and i am determined to not only read but buy witch hat atelier. i have zero idea why i put that manga down it was so good, i'm sure it'll be adapted to an anime soon and i need to be ahead of the curve. 

anyway this relapse of my anime addiction has me consuming more fanart than normal and now my interest in art has been re-piqued. i mean i still have procreate on my ipad and i have some (little to none) art skills.......ngl my main fear isn't the unavoidable learning curve but that my art style will be ugly😭😭 like what if i end up with one of those ugly-canvas-webtoon-nonbinary-long-head art styles? sends a shiver up my spine just thinking about it

well i guess drawing will be one of the hobbies i delve into this summer. along with sewing, cooking and throwing dinner parties